Monday, March 30, 2009

Lalalala
Happy Birthday to my
Lil Brother xD
As he name himself
'EDWN'
=)






i wish i could forget him


Saturday, March 28, 2009



Yooo..
today!!
not very happy..
but
im excting xD
hohoho..

evening,
went for a diner
for celebrating my brother's birthday
aiyo..
eat adi around 200 +++
but..
is yummy

at night..
dunno who organise a stupid activity
named
'EARTH HOUR'
then my mum go and switch off all the fans and light
for one hour le
make me hot till siao argghhh

in between
we played candle at home lu xD
quite exciting..


a 'heart' shape maken by us xD

another ugly word named
'I LUV U'
aiyo...vry ugly lu xD but...first time ma
haha =)


Lastly...
the copycat
please change la !!!
Do it ur own..
if not
plesae FUCK offff


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Friday, March 27, 2009

i HATE COPY CAT
Suckx
Idiot Bitch
Why cant you just write by ur own

oRANG YANG TAK MALU
GO TO HELL LA...



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Hmm
This whole week
Just BUSY nia
U make my life suffer

Just because i wanna live better than you
so..
i treat myself like this
like idiot
My life is SUCKS


Goshhhh
Birthday coming lu
i dun wanna celebrate it alone
=(

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Issh..been tagged by niick
Once you've been tagged,
you have to answer all the question HONESTLY.
Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged.

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
Form1

Are you taken/single ?
SINGLE =.= just 2 weeks ago

Do you like anyone right now?
Yup, i like my friend mucchiie
Ever had your heartbroken?
Sure.. quite many times =(

Miss anyone right now?
The one who betray me =.=

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
My dearest bubu

Last person to text you?
Bubu too =)
Last person you saw?
Kinkii

What was the last thing you said to someone?
Hmm, see !! he's online-ing

Who is top in your top friends?
Each and every friends in my gang xD

Who do you trust the most in your life?
Myself lu xD no one else can trust anymore

Who do you love most?
My dude..

Ever been in love?
Sure ><

Who has hurt you the most?
Steven wan

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Nope..ii hope it too

Are you happy?
Nope..quite moody now

How many good friends do you have?
Not many..

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
Some lu

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
Yup ><

Ever been cheated on?
Just been cheated long time ago le xD

Ever been told someone loved you?
Sure.. im Pretty but pity too!! haha

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Yup..the one who broke my heart ...ii miss him now

Not meant it?
No comment for it

What is your idea of true love?
Haiyoo..i dunno le!!

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really.. but now i blif in it

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yessssssssss

6 person tat ii would like to tag :
Kinkii
momo
shan

kins

kaylin
who else?? dunno le xD



hmm
today went shopping wiv me dearest ah ling xD
took some picha
but..
UGLY
hohohoho

bought a skirt
erm..
like shit xD
aiyo..
dunno who tell me when broke up wiv bf
go shopping very good de
haiz,
now make me bankrap adi
sob sob


Lastly,
Happy Birthday to dearet BuBu
Love you =)






Monday, March 23, 2009

Altough i HATE him
But..
I MISS HIM too
swt =.='''

What im thinking about
he's a stupid useless guy
Argghhhhh










Sunday, March 22, 2009

As my sweetheart 'ah ling'
i usually call her like this xD
hmm,
she posted WHAT IS LOVE ??
haha
now i understand what it is..
LOVE IS SHIT !!!!!!

She say that guys are SHIT in this earth..
i agree it =)
He betray me..
i hate being betray by stupid guy named
'W.W.K'
Confucian guys are SUCKS




You are a successful guy !!!
You cheated my heart.
9 months love
Im not cheap okiiess??
so..RESPECT me please
i wouldnt do stupid things anymore
Dont that you have little look of handsome
then you can FOOL peoples love...
Im a person who serious in relationship..
and I HATE PLAYBOY !!!!!!
You betray me and between that you act nothing happen.
Your acting sklls and cheating skills are
MARVELOUS !!!
I wasted much time on you...
But, you have wasted more money on me..

THANkS TO YOU
You let me knoe how is the feel of being betray and cheated


Saturday, March 21, 2009

SIGH !!!!
I FINALLY KNEW THAT
LOVE YOU IS A BIG MISTAKE
IM WRONG
YOU BETRAY ME LONG TIME AGO
NOW..
ONLY I REALIZE THAT
I HURTING MYSELF
CRYING EVERYDAY
MISS YOU EVERYDAY
LIKE SHIT

Now...
i knew that you're just a stupid guy
Suddenly,
Many question mark appear in my mind!!!!



I WILL HATE YOU FOREVER
I WANTS TO LIVE HAPPILY THEN YOU
YOU WILL REGRET THAT YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS
SO JUST FUCK OFF





GOD!!!!!

Im bored now...
What can i do??
N0 movie to see
N0 song to listen
ARGgghhhhhh
I wants MONEY !!!
I wants to go TAIWAN !!!


LIFE is SHIT
NOBODY is PERFECT; im NOBODY
Im sick of living FALSE HOPE


Status:
Single Life for 12 days




Friday, March 20, 2009

Ciaoz, given tagged by my pretty dear =)
16 random things?
Swt =.=’’’
Really not in a mood..
But, I must do it =)

Once you’ve been tagged, you’ve to write a list with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you.
At the end, choose 10 people to tag, listing their names and why you choose them.

1. I don’t wanna study anymore !!!!
2. Get a new phone as soon as possible
3. Meet my dude tenq, as I knew she’s lengluii and her ‘HIM’ too =)
4. Wanna get OUT from this house right now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. Go Taiwan as I wish it long time ago
6. Shopping everyday… but with lots of money ^^
7. Miss him much… hope that I can meet him one day
8. Get slimmer and taller !! Hope it long time ago…
9. Hope my birthday wont be LONELY
10. I wanna continue my piano lesson
11. I wans to go CLUBBING
12. Own a laptop of mine ^^
13. Hope jia qian wont change another schoooollll =.=
14. Wants people to accompany me SMS
15. Im HAPPY now !!! Cox im going to finish this tag
16. FinaLLY, im DONE

Kena tagged:

1. Charlene
2. Kinkii
3. Crystal
4. Chee Mun
5. Shan
6. Rins
7. Mun kay
8. Kins
9. Xiao Yu
10. Ghooooosssssssssttttttt !!!!!

Do it lahhhh, please =)



IDIOT LIFE

taken yesterday before leave pavilion



wai kei, me [nikii] n apple =)



Status:
Single Life for 11 days


Thursday, March 19, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LI LING
=)
live happily yaaarrhhh





Status:
Single Life for 10 days


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

TIRED



Today ponteng tution wiv esther
cox..
she's not coming and she went to ts
WTH
so..
i follow her
haha
when for a movie
'Race to witch mountain'
when im watching
my mind...
thinking him
if he's beside me
how good it is ???

After movie,
went shopping
i meant window shop
coxx..
i cant buy anything
i will try my best tomolo
keep on shop shop shop
i wanna crazy argghhhh !!!

Friends,
prepare money to lend me xD




Status:
Single Life for 9 days



Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Erm,
im crazy in this whole holiday
kept on blogging
haha
cox...
i wanna remind myself
how many days i could life without him

Well,
today when out wiv jia qian..
then
another while wiv my family just without my mum
Hurrayyy =)
craazzzzziiiiiiiiEEEEEEE
Im Fu*ckin boring larhhhhhhh



Status:
Single Life for 8 days


Monday, March 16, 2009

Hmm..
when to tutiton as usual
but,
something in my mind
im just kept on thinkiing about you
WTF
seriously,anyone can accompany sms??
im deeply bored at night..........


firstly,
thxs rinny for helping me so much
i appreciate
what she done for me
Erm,
but the truth is unbelievable
difficult to face it


Then,
nowadays tv are showing advertisement about a movie
race to witch mountain
this stupiid movie make me think about out past
The promise he gave me
sigh...


lastly,
thxs to my friends
who console me xD
i LOVE you all
Status:
Single Life for 7 days


Sunday, March 15, 2009

NIKII


IS


SPECHLESS



Nothing more to say..
Friends
Please attention here !!!
Gotta change my linked between these few days...
Take note on it
THXS !!!!!!!



Status:
Single Life for 6 days


Saturday, March 14, 2009

I just dont know why we cant become friends anymore
just a friend...
Why??
Tell you'll something
maybe after you'll saw it
will say that im stupid

Today,
i message him and ask him to gave back the present i gave him
i knew i take back is rude
but...
i take back is just because i wants to keep as memory
whatever it is...
i message him: do you throw all those present that i bought for you?? did you threw all of it??
then he replied: i threw all
me: Do you really threw?? Dint ever left one of it??
He said : NONE

Im fucking sad... and i cried again
a stupid girl



This afternoon when for my primary gathering..
saw one of my friend
he's my ex besties ...
so i ask him
Me: Does he really fall in love with other girls??
He: Yup..i saw him keep on messaging with a girl

Erm..still have others
but,
i just cant really continue
if not i will cried again
My friend told me not to cry or hurting myself
Why should i love him??
I kept on ask myself
But i just dont know why would i love him....
Just CURIOUSING

Today, is valentine day too
Im lonely..



Status:
Single Life for 5 days


Friday, March 13, 2009

Im going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me
- I’m going to smile.

Love is never lost.
If not reciprocated,
it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

The hottest love has the coldest end.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
but sometimes it is letting go.

For few love can last a lifetime,
but for many not knowing when
to let go can hold them back forever.

If this is goodbye,
don't come back
if this is the end,
don't wake me up.

You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad..


There are times when I cant decide
whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way
that I see you hurts me even more ...

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...
I woke up with tears in my eyes...
and one rolling down my cheek...
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,
I'm sorry I can't help myself,
I'm in love with you.

You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.

Love starts with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.



Status:
Single Life for 4 days



Thursday, March 12, 2009

***
Friends, thanks for yours careness
I will try to cheer up
Just trying to happy
I'm alright
***
I'm thinking of you this whole day
I cant stop thinking you
Maybe keep on messaging you is a wrong
But i trying not to disturb you
Im hoping that you will not HATE me
Im not purposely giving you stress
I dont hopes anything right now
Just that i wants to act cheerful if u're infront of me
I cant forget you
The present that you gave me
I will keep it in a good condition
Is a memory for me
The memory will stay in my heart forever and ever
We planed everything for my birthday
But you're now cheating me
I really hope that you will celebrate with me
You have promise me
Why do you treat me like that??
Hope that we still have chance
Maybe just a friend..
Is really enough for that
I try not to hurt myself now
I know is none of ur business
But i just hoping that you will care me
Please care about me !!!
I need you
Today is our 9th month annivesary
We usually going out
But..
maybe is my fault
i make myself like this
Everything is my fault
Im L0NELY now !!!!!
Status:
Single Life for 3 days


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

What is L-O-V-E


L0ve makes peoples hurt


Love makes people happy and also happiness


Your sweetest smile and our love


I will remember it



Please forgive me that i always gave you troubleness



Lastly, i just wants you to know that i LOVE you so much





Tuesday, March 10, 2009

im sad now
crying too
im moody
:
:
:
:
:
my heart was broken
deeply hurt








H-U-R-T



W-T-F




Sunday, March 8, 2009

Nowadays,
i gotta bankrap adi
buy this buy that
not even cheap too xD
aggghh
what happen with me??

I need FRIENDS now
I almost cried last night
because of her
i feel that im l0nely
Well, i dun wanna say about her anymore.
She make me sad
Why do friends treat me good just when they're in help??
Oh goD !!!



Friday, March 6, 2009

EXAM is finally over!!!
I'm happy
Today when i reach school
rinny told me that she wants to change to other school
hmm
her besttest reason is..
she feel difficult to ponteng
what a good reason??
haha
well...
end it

Just after school
me, shan and lee chee when to pavilion by bus
hmm
i have been long long time dint go there
haha
later while,
chee mun came and join us
we went to J.C0
the donut !!! is fabulous
i like it so much
packed 2 donuts for tuition
but..
when im home, i have eaten
haha =)

went for add maths tuition
=.=
im freaking boring
just finish add maths exam still gotta go for add maths tuition
wTH!!!!!!



Anyway,
im happy that i can on9
and..
one more week is holiday
hope i will use my time fully


Sunday, March 1, 2009



oMg
another 2 more days im having my exam
what im still doing here??
online-ing and chatting with friends
haha

still wish wanna get good result
altough i dint study at all=)
am i idiot??
i wish im clever or i have a good memory
so..
i can pass my exam without studying
is that good?
i think so

well...
im jsut busying inform my primary classmate
haiz
so difficult to call them out
and..
i dunno who to call
the angel just know how to say..
you like la you like la
whatever la =.=
im gonna kill her when i saw her at school

haha
gotta study n0w
miss you guys
blog will updated later xD






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